September 22, 2009

Typically Queer....

As everyone knows I have this hatred towards "typical" fags, Rob being one of them and me, completely the opposite. Apart from drawing in eyebrows and my loud personality, I'm not a "typical" fag. I'm not promiscuous, I don't meet in the bushes, I don't cruise parks, I don't do bath houses, I don't have random anonymous sex with strangers, I don't call sex chats hunting for cock, which isn't the case with Rob - He fits that description to a T -
I think over the years, seeing the type of homosexual Rob is, has led me to hate allot of the lifestyle that fits the "homosexual" bill.
Rob is one of these queers I never wished to be like or be associated with. Unfortunately, it took 15+ years to realise this.
I do have a hatred toward typical queers, but not all are like that. Ive met a few that aren't like Rob at all, which sorta makes me change my opinion of "gay lifestyle". I don't live a gay lifestyle. I don't see my self as a homosexual in society, rather a man in society. Although its apparent I'm queer, I don't need to let it be known otherwise. I don't like "gay" music just because it is sung by a fellow queer, I don't go watch gay movies, because of its "queer theme" - I don't read books by queer authors just because they are queer. That is Robs take on queer life, not mine. I don't support discrimination against queers, I don't support discrimination against the human race, black white, yellow, queer, straight, cat, dog...sexual preference isn't in that mix.
Allot of my hatred towards queers is due to watching how Rob lives/lived his life while in my life, a lifestyle that I think is pathetic.
I always bitched that queer lifestyle is so thrown in your face, shoved down your throat and I'm not about that, I don't support that - Rob is all about that though he would tell you different, his lifestyle speaks volumes. Its queers like Rob that give us "different" homosexuals, queers who aren't "typically queer" a bad name. We aren't all like a Rob type of queer - at all. Rob is a poster child for promiscuity...
I don't cheat on lovers, I don't shag in my boyfriends beds, or ex boyfriends, for that matter. I never disrespected my lovers by doing things behind their backs. I never bed hopped from lover to trick and back to lover. I never put any lover of mine at risk of disease like Rob did with me.
I'm proud of who I am, Franco, plain and simple. I don't have tags, like Rob does - promiscuous, deceiving, a liar, and a slut. I'm a simple, kid at heart, who likes to have a good time with good people. Fun people, people I trust and love. Rob on the other hand has a different take on life, friends and living.
He's a sad character that will probably live a life of solitude or a life of a typical fag - hooking up with someone, eventually, who will cheat on him, and most definitely that Rob will cheat on, as history had repeated itself time and time again....That's not really living a happy life, but more like this blog is called - the Life of a Slag...Pathetic really.

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