Mad Fag, He Is...Rob, not me ;)

So today while lunching with my gal pal, I mentioned how other friends had invited me over for an event. Jokingly they mentioned that Rob would be attending. I told my friend, should that ever happen, they to will be out of my life I have no issue letting go of anyone who would pull such a thing. The gal pal I was lunching with said, "you don't think, in time, you could sit down for a coffee?" - She mentioned that Rob had said, he one day hopes we could could sit down and have a coffee together?
He is more fucked up than I thought!
I went on to say say, how another friend, out of concern, asked if I was doing ok. I replied with, "never better" -
The one thing that none of these people, as fas as I know, have experienced, is what Rob did to me. They don't understand, and I hope that what Rob did to me would never happen to anyone I care about. I hope(and it will)it happens to Rob as he needs to know what hes done to me. I'm a true believer in karma and it will happen to him at some point. I just wish I was there to see him crumble and see how he feels when that happens, cuz it will. I'm not playing, victim at all, but the slag needs to get hurt the way he hurt me.
It wasn't even, in the end, what happened earlier this year, rather what I suspected for years, just never got an answer, not while sober at least.
The fact that Rob went out and sucked others men's cocks, got fucked by other guys and then kissed my lips, all the while me thinking he was cozy in his bed is what was the clincher in this "relationship". The man is a liar, flat out, pathological, which is what I told the police when they called me about this blog and other antics.
Rob is the worst human I have ever dealt with in 38 years of living on this earth.
The fact that he strung me along. The fact that I made a promise to myself that I would never let anone hurt me again...and of all people to do that repeatedly, it was the idiot I spent 16 years with of my life.
I told my friend, for example, if she passed on, today and the funeral was tomorrow, and I got wind that Rob was going, I would not go. The only funeral I would attend at which Rob would be in attendance, would be his own. That would only be to spit in his face as he lay "peacefully" but dead. It's in Rob's best interest to keep far far away from me.
Asked what I would do if I saw him, that's a question I cant answer BUT I want to spit in his ugly face. He is a disgusting creature and I hate him with every ounce of my being. I keep hearing he is not angry with me and what not, reason being, I did nothing to warrant any of what he did to me...
I did nothing to warrant his cheating ways. I did nothing that would warrant flat our bullshit from his mouth. It just confirmed the slutty whor-ish faggot he is/was and always will be.
I was told he is in therapy - see below post - hes a lost cause and therapy never did him any good as I'm sure he lied and it wont do any good now, cuz really, does he have balls to admit how he is - NOPE!
I don't sit here thinking about him, mulling over the past, only when I chose to post on this blog.
My friend also said, "you had good times, they weren't all bad" - I told her that I don't think of any of the good times, cuz as Ive mentioned, its all tainted, its all spoiled. Any friend can tell you, that not once since all this, have I said, "it was so much fun when Rob and I..." hasnt happened and wont. He ruined 16 years of my life when I was a good, honest friend and lover...and all Rob was doing was jerking me around, using my apt as his own whore house.
By cause of guilt did Rob shower me with gifts and what not. I never wanted that and didn't care about that. Asked "there must be something you miss" - Oh yea definitely, "the car" - that's it. He sucked in bed, possibly the worst lay Ive ever known, considering he is a whore, its funny how shitty he was and still is I'm sure in bed. A man who cant get hard or a man who doesn't like to be touched in the nether regions, constitutes a shitty lay and I have video to prove that ha ha -
Hes the biggest liar Ive ever met.
I told my friend in the end...All my current friends, are loyal, honest, aren't promiscuous and not fake - Rob on the other hand, is a pathological liar, promiscuous and a cheat, Franco ain't got no time for that anymore.
So the question therein lies...what would he have to say to me, cuz all he would get from me or deserves from me, is to be spit in the face.
I know Im a much better person than he is, have real friends, no phone/cyber sluts as friends. I love how he calls his "fly by night slag friend, "friends", he always has - i.e Claude, Brad(see previous entries) - Im better looking and thats something I never say, but my personality, next to his, makes me Brad Pitt and him, the ugliest of uglies. Im more fun, witty and can make ya have a good laugh. He is morbid and a debbie downer, in any situation...
He isn't worthy of 2 seconds of my time to even say hello.
The man as Ive mentioned before is the biggest liar and slut I have ever know, unfortunately it took me way too many of my precious years to find all this out and therefore hes not worth the piss I let out every morning, unless it was directly in his face. A bigger waster of my time, Ive never met -
The men Ive met since ending our relationship, in a short period of time, are 100 times more, real men, that Rob ever was or ever will be. He cant hold a candle to the guys Ive met this summer. My biggest mistake as Ive mentioned was, shacking up - The best thing I did was to piss him off enough to not come around ever again.
The dumbest thing he's done is to ever think there is a chance in hell that we would ever have a cup of coffee together - Maybe I can do that, but it would only be to throw scalding hot coffee in that ugly face of his...it could only be an improvement...hmmm food for thought.