September 10, 2009

Legally Queer

I am regularly being tested for any disease, I'm actually going again Dec 1st for further testing as I was told these "ailments" can incubate for 4, 5 years sometimes longer.
Rob messed around so much that at this point, as I said I am taking care of number one. Its hard to get close to people, in a physical manner, when thoughts of disease loom in the back of your mind. Like I mentioned in the post prior to this one, Rob had a few "interesting" infections all the while being physical with myself.
I think he thought, rather I know having spoken to him about it, I was just a toy, not a human being. Unlike him, I didnt and don't sleep with random people, even after we split, but didn't split, I wouldn't have slept with him for the sakes of just getting off. That is his style but it doesn't and didn't fly with me, so I was being used yet again - He gave me strep throat upon returning from a holiday to the UK - Just like he was messing around the last time I went on vacation, he must have then as well, who gave him strep throat, which he eventually passed on to me? So as the years went on these thoughts went through my mind. Ive had confirmation of slagging around, so there in lies the answer -

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