As trashy as Rob was behind my back, before I met him or after I broke up with him, I always thought he was more of a sexual person than me, but I was wrong.
He had bought me a video camera. Apart from thinking it will be great for holidays and events, I also thought it would be erotic to film us in the act.
A few times I cracked out the camera during our sex encounters.
After looking at them, after we broke up, I noticed the lack of intrest in Rob.
Laying naked on my bed or on the sofa, he was lame. I was into it, you can hear me on video not see me, or at least not my face. Rob on the other had was in full view. He couldnt get aroused and just went through the motions to an unhappy ending.
He would get cheeky on film, lowering his shorts a but but tha was it. Never a full on performance for the cameras. I once hid the cam and video taped us, watching it I thought, this will bemore stimulating as he didnt even know I taped us...After wtching it, I realised that he was so not into it, asifhe was doing me a favour.
That is what made me stop wanting to have regular sex with him. If it was a chore than I didnt need to partake in that. That was part of the end of us, sexually at least.
September 10, 2009
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