Meeting Robert

To say I was abit of a wild child would be an understatement.
I liked to lose control and have too much fun.
Afer having spoken to Rob for quite a few months, we were inchin towards meeting.
I told him when I was goin out and one night, in Colby's, someone "sent me a drink" -it was Rob. He was there in front of me, I was instantly attracted to him, and had no fear telling him this, we had spoken for months. Though it was our first meeting, I did feel like Id known him for a long time. We started to go out more frequently.
He had a clique of friends who he introduced me to, Chris, Sylvia and Dalisa. All 3 wonderful gals. We would go out drinking, for coffee, dinners and desserts.
I confessed to Sylvia and Chris my feelings for Rob. They would make the odd comment about us getting together. At the time there was nothing I wanted more. It was hard to remain friends only as my feeling for Rob were growing. We were always together. I wasnt working at the time, I would go to his U of T classes with him. It was the only time I was in university. One night after a night of drinking and a bit of dancing, we went back to my place. You know how the old story goes...Things happened. I was in my glory, I was with the guy I wanted. I conquered or did I?
For Rob it was just getting off, for me it was like I said, being with the guy I wanted to be with. We fell into bed again a short while later. At this point I thought, well the first time was just to have a go at it, this time it must be because he likes me? I was wrong. As he put on his jacket, he uttered to me, "we have to pretend this never happened" A bigger slap in m face he couldnt have given me. I told this tale to Chris who got so upset and Robs words. I was a vulnerable 22year old and Rob was a well seasoned 24/25. Having been around the corner much to much for me, but I had fallen in love.