Rob Was Playing His Role of "Slut"...Typical

As time has gone by, years have passed and I notice how different I am to the typical queer, Rob himself being one of these. When I look to meet people, I am not bothered by things such as, hairy chest or not, what sexual role they play, what their body is like etc. I like to get know someone and find out all about them, when Im interested in a friendship of sorts. In reading other blogs and having lived with one of these "typical queers"(Rob), Im glad I am not at all like these people. Fantasy is just that, fantasy. When it come to brass knuckles, I like to get to know the person, and if there is any chemistry, that is where the attraction lies. Ive spoken to some guys who wont date other guys who arent well built or who are smooth etc. Those things do not find their way into my criteria. When Rob and I initially met as "friends", and we would go out, when he would point out someone, they usually werent that attractive. I recall this one guy, Brad, he was around just before I met Rob. Brad and Rob worked at the same place, Sunquest Vacations. Rob liked Brad and slept with him. Rob's best friend or fiend at the time was a guy named Dean. Dean, shortly after slept with Brad as well...That was what would end their friendship. Out one night weeks later, with Dean out of the picture, and me as Rob's clubbing buddy, he pointed out this Brad character. Sure it seemed through his clothing, that he was well put together, physically, but the face...the hair...cheesy! Rob lusted after him, ONLY for his bod cuz really, he was kinda hideous. I still remember the feathered hair...Not attractive at all...shows you that Rob to was just as shallow. Many times I would wonder why he(Rob) was with me. I didnt have a great body, thought I didnt have a bad body...I was typical that way, average, if you will. I wasnt trampy then nor am I now, so I have no clue, these days, if I look back why that trash was attracted to me? You can see by that last statement that Rob was a slut, sleeping with co workers and what not, it wasnt the first or last time. There are many beautiful guys where I work, and that is a line I would never cross. I did lust after one, one summer and that ended there. That man was beautiful in every sense of the word, unlike Rob's "he has a great body" attraction, that is and was the difference between Rob and I. I look at a nice face, nice smile, someone who takes care of themselves, who is well put together...Rob would utter words like "what a great body"...sure that is nice to look at, but has never been the driving force behind any conquest or lusting after, in my case at least. Rob would look the neck down...not me. If that was the case, I never would have gotten with Rob as the neck down, on Rob, is nothing to look at, any of it really, flat ass, sunken in chest, bow legged, and parts you just couldn't touch. I'm not a shallow fag like Rob, like most queers. Again in reading some blogs I follow, I cant relate to what these guys yak on about as they are shallow. One blog I read just this morning, was on sexual attributes of men, this one specific post on circumcised or uncircumcised men. This one man wrote, "My husband isn't, that's why I married him". Part of me thinks this is just a statement, for a laugh. Though it could also be 100% truth. Fags are retarded that way. They get together with certain guys, because, they have a big dick, smooth butt, well built chest and nothing more. That's always nice to look at yea, but that's not what relationship is to me, or even what hook ups are about. I personally don't do the "hook up" scene, though Rob did and still does. Getting together on such a shallow basis, is just sad. I'm not one to flaunt my body or body parts but have been told, I have a nice, this or that...that's all good and dandy, its not getting you into my pants and the "acquaintance" doesn't go any further than just that. I don't have time for fags like that. Rob is into meeting faceless strangers and that's something I haven't done in ages. I met Rob as a faceless stranger and Rob can attest to nothing sexual when we chatted on the phone, before we met. I do recall having phone sex with him one time, but we were a couple at the time, I should have wondered why he was all hot and bothered and not with his boyfriend...me? But I digress...I'm glad to see myself not having become that, at any point. Pretty much anyone Ive slept with, before and after Rob, has been because we(the other person and I) clicked in one way or another. Sure most ended up as one night stands, that happens. Theres always a glimmer of hope that this guy could be a real cool buddy, but am not bothered when I don't hear back or that I have no desire to keep in contact, its what happens when you are out there, as a single man. Rob, on the other hand, played this with or without a partner, that's the promiscuous side of Rob that he never admits too. Rob was and is beyond shallow. I recall reading the emails he sent to "Christos" from my home PC and behind my back. Rob describing himself as, younger looking and passionate...really? Cuz he sure wasn't with me at that time. He was just playing his role of, slut, that was and is Rob, typical!
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