Rob is the Slag...

Today brings on yet more of my "cleanse" of Regal Rd..Will be nice to rid more of Rob's history in the place. Slowly but so surely, my life will be completely and utter Rob free...how nice!! It's taken about a year or just under and worth the wait. Having had lunch with a good friend the other day, for her bday, I treated her to lunch in the park seeing as it was a beautiful day. I get asked from her, on occasion about Rob. I explained how having gone through old cards, notes and journals, I realized what an idiot I really was. How so early on in the relationship, things were wrong. She asked if I think Rob had changed while with me. The answer no. I had to explain how I met Rob, through the chat lines. How he had pretty much confessed to being a phone whore...and that it had never changed. Its funny to look back at my time with him and realize how much of a cunt her really is as a human being. Ive used some vicious words to describe the kind of person Rob really was, with me, while in my life. I'm sure its all the same, why would our split make him change? If anything it would make him revert to his sleazy lifestyle. Asked from another friend, if Rob is seeing anyone. My response was, which is true, the last I heard he was seeing a shrink, for the 3rd time since I known of him. It never helped before, why would it now. Like I said I was in therapy about 15 years back, having gone through about of clinical depression. I took advise, listened to my shrink, followed his direction and am better than ever. I think my therapy, things I learned helped me through my split. I told my bday gal pal, that I pat myself on the back as I never thought my life would become what it has...better than ever. I thought Id have years of misery, yet I only suffered a few weeks - I was out gallivanting as of last August and out final words were exchanged in mid June of last summer. I think at times this blog has become somewhat repetitive, apart form my daily situations, which at some point get compared to life of years gone by...I cant even think, what life would be like with Rob still in my life. Its not something I can even think of, because the good times Ive had over the last 10 months or so would never have happened. I know I'm worth the fun times Ive had, will have and the days ahead or brighter than the sun that shines on this beautiful May morning. If I have to admit missing anything about Rob, its the car. His vehicle was the last hold on me. Ive over come that hurdle, I'm single and independent in the big city - and I love it!! Rob free! Rob is still, more than likely living the same life. I dont hear of him which is perfect. Asked if we could be friends, go for a drink, by my bday gal pal...It couldnt happen. I have absolutely nothing to say to him. I have no good memories with him, I have nothing with him. Some say its sad..I say Rob is sad. It is his character that destroyed our relationship. He has to live with it, not me. He is the liar, he is the cheat - he is The Slag!
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