Karma is a bitch

This entry isn't really a nice one to be honest. But this blog in a window into my mind, the good, fun, bad and twisted. Id consider this, bad - but I get it off my chest....Carry on now -
Today while at work, a common acquaintance of both Rob and myself, told me of an accident in the Santa household. Granted and unfortunately, this doesn't involve Rob,himself. Seems, after a ceremony celebrating "the lord", while exiting the "house of god" - Momma S had an unfortunate fall. From what I'm told, she broke her wrist and hit her head, apparently bleeding from some part of her head, falling down some cement stairs upon her exit. Now granted I am a bit cold even in regards to Rob's mom, only for sending on that message, via a gal pal which read, "Thank Franco for all that he's doing to my son"...? - That irritated me back then and caused a break in my feelings for her as well. So hearing she fell, didn't upset me. My friend spoke to me, as if to say, I should wish her well. My response when she told me was, "you know how I feel about that family", and I would nod my head as she told the tale. What makes me glad in this scenario is that Rob will probably be traumatized...Hearing and possibly knowing, that he is worrying, or even scared of how this "accident" will affect his mom..makes me giggle. An evil giggle I will admit, none the less, a giggle. You see, so long as I know that anything negative is in his life, it makes me happy. If my friends were to read this, they would think what a horrible person I am for writing this, well for whatever reason this doesn't bother me. Its just relaying feelings, honest feelings. If I think of myself and Robs family, primarily Rob, it brings on total negativity, total distaste. So to hear anything about them is nauseating at the best of times, and hearing any form of tragedy, puts a spring in my step, in a twisted sort of way. I jokingly said to a friend, if he wouldn't mind dropping of a dead fish wrapped in newspaper for me, on Rob's doorstep, I was kidding of course, just being silly. I don't need to do anything, nature will take its course. I am a firm believe in karma. Karma has shown its face in Rob's direction before, it has now, and I'm sure it will again. This is the 2nd drama Ive heard, the first being when some uncle passed on, I think that was around Easter or so...and this one. We say things happen in 3's, I wonder what #3 could be? Though I hope Rob's mom has a somewhat easy recovery, I hope it affects Rob. I hope it breaks his heart to see his mother in the condition she may be in. I hope he looses sleep worrying about her. It would be nice to hear that, instead of thinking of his own selfish, filthy life. They always say it, and its so true -
Karma is a bitch
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