A Bad Love Vanished * Perfect!

This weekend is weird, a holiday near weeks end, so its, work, no work, work, weekend, day off...this a "clouded entry";)
Today I went out with a friend for lunch and a few drinks. An early evening cuz I wanted to be home and chill as tomorrow is "work". Regardless a great day was had. Its weird how, when in conversation with my friend, it flows so nicely and a good laugh a good time is had. Its nice to come home feeling good and that time was well spent. My friend went on about finding me a boyfriend. Now this is the friend who encouraged me to "get out there" and usually when Ive gone out, its been with him, usually. Anyways, I did look across at this rather large patio, in general. To be honest, nothing out there caught my interest, but when I go out its not for that purpose so I may have been in a different mindset? I have another "email pen pal" who suggests that the only reason to go to bars or clubs is to get picked up...This I don't believe this as my objective when I go out, is to just have a good laugh with company. I thought I would be one of these, relationship to relationship type. This is at least how it happened, or seemed. At this point, a year on, I have 0 desrire to be involved with anyone. The friendship I have with the friend I went out with today, is the closest Ive let anyone in...and theres nothing other than flirting between us, which works. Its weird how being with this friend, I feel more comfortable with him, than I did for the last while with Rob. I couldn't laugh the way I do today. I think being happier in general helps. Words aren't misconstrued, humor is understood. I know my friend cares for me too which is a nice feeling. I have my group of friends, which are shared, this friend is all my own, so its a great feeling. I told him I spoke highly of him, and I do. With Rob I never just said good things. I would bitch about things he would, or irritate me with. It's also nice that I can be me. When Ive met people, I always have to watch how the react to certain things. One thing I am not, is an activist of any kind. I will support things, but that's it. With gay pride in the days ahead, while sitting at the patio, we kept hearing, "Happy Pride", kiss kiss,...We both were annoyed by that. I was thrilled!!! Rob on the other hand would have gotten really insulted at that, as if pride is, "New Years"? Regardless and in short, its nice I can have such a nice time and not think of anything other than that. No arguments, no bitching, no bitterness. A true friend I have.
A bad love vanished * Perfect!
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