I Beat The Cancer That Was Rob!!

Well this place is slowly but surely becoming home. Still an odd feeling here, but this will pass Im sure. This morning I posted a few pics of the move. I got some supportive comments on pics and status. Its nice to see that some people understand where I am coming from, why the need to relocate. Most of the people I know, maybe its best I say it this way, not many people I know are in or have been in a relationship like I was, the length of time and the type of relationship that it was. Again, looking back in retrospect, I find most of my years were just full of crap, when with Rob that was. Ending as it did, which should have ended many years before it really did, takes a toll on you mentally and emotionally. Being alone at Regal Rd wasnt the problem, if anything, that was the best part. Its the history that was there, that is there still to this day, difference is, Ive removed myself from that. The area, the place we called home. So much drama went down in that place that I couldnt stay. Although its been almost a year that he was kicked out of the apt, something still lingered. One good friend, who went through something as "tortuous" is in full support of my moves. Shes is a wonderful gal who understands where I am coming from. Its not to be a bitch, its the truth, its how i feel, its what Ive gone through. Hence the need for massive change. I am so happy to call this place my own. Im so thrilled that I did it all by myself. Rob and I had discussed buying a place instead of renting, years back....that would have made this split a massive difference, in a bad way. So for that im grateful that things never panned out in respect to a home together. Rob has no idea how happy I am today, what he doesnt realize is that my getting rid of him, was the start of my real happiness. Being able to carry on as i have, with the support I have, has made me so happy. I often wonder where he is today in the "mental/emotional" sense. I could only hope for hell on earth for him, its probably not so, but my thinking it is, is enough. The person I was a year ago and the person I am today, are totally different. The only thing that remains the same are my eyebrows! I am a different person, a person probably that would never befriend someone like Rob. Rob is or was the cancer in my life as Ive mentioned before. The cancer is gone, I beat the cancer, that was Rob!
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