June 16, 2010

Only Alone He Should Be Afraid....

Ha Ha I swear I am a witch sometimes....Earlier today I posted how it was a year to the date that Rob and I had our last words. Well 5pm today I head out of work for my trollop home, who do i see in the distance? Hmmm...Rob! Walking with some, co-worker of sorts I'm sure. At first I wasn't sure, but a few steps closer and yes, yes it was, on Robert Sanita...He looked bloated and I recognize that warped, bow legged walk anywhere. He looked fatter and was having one of those "fake interesting" chats with the person he was walking to the car with. I focused on him from half a block away, and wouldn't take my eyes off of him & no sunglasses to hide behind. He kept turning to face the person he was yakking to, to avoid any eye to eye I'm sure, but i didn't let up. Not once looking forward or when he did, towards the ground. As we got closer I was going to hit or trip him, but decided against it, as there is a witness. I got full of rage when I passed him, I wanted to kick the crap out of him and then I thought about it. Firstly NEVER attack when there are witness' - so slugging him is not out of the question on an "alone encounter". Secondly, I thought, he got fat and looks pathetic in comparison to me. Not one sad thought crossed me, not once did I think, "i miss him". I was pleased with myself. I was happy that those were the thoughts running through my mind. He is a sad, sad pathetic human being, we(both Rob and I) know this. He used to say he was a failure, loser. That's the one thing he ever got, spot on, was and is. He looked darker, Rob usually has pale skin, so I'm led to believe he went away which unfortunately, made a safe, to and from landing. It will be interesting to see what friends say or ask for that matter. Telling it to people, I don't know, I think makes me feel good, I know nothing of how hes been and nor do I care. I do know the progress I made in my life, in my feelings towards him and towards our past. I haven't erased the last 15 years, Ive erased my time with Rob all together. He is absolutely disgusting. It was a good confrontation that I knew would happen, how could it not. I still look out to see if he is around, not in a stalker way, but should I be in the food court, I scour the areas Im in to see if I see him around. Only alone should he be afraid!

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