Rob has been deleted - PTII starts tomorrow!!!

So here we are, the eve of my move to my new home. I went to check out the place on the 1st, pretty nice. I'm happy. Its all new, which goes with the theme of my year, "the next chapter", it is happening, there is no turning back now which is perfect. Its like making a decision you re not sure on, but have to go. I have all kinds of good and bad thoughts, mostly good and the bad are silly, its more my nerves more than anything. I have people coming to help and relieve me on the weekend, so it will be busy. Tomorrow morning I will be off line until I set up house in the next day or so. My time on Regal Rd started good, 10+ years back and went sour. This place is full of memories, good and bad, but mostly bad. The bad in this sense, is due to things that happened while here. The deceit, lies, infidelities and much more. My new place has none of that, and should it ever, it wont be Rob related. Ive cut myself completely loose and free of the "Rob" hold in my life. Some sadness comes through now and then in regards to my move, its the people Ive met here, who really like me, its a nice feeling. Im ready to take on a new challenge and welcome it with open arms. This chapter is closed, this chapter is dead. This is something I wish and pretty much have, erased from my life, my memories. The good memories, which like many things, my trip to Africa, holidays etc, have now been remembered as my own and only me. The same with Regal Rd. Seeing my life in boxes is kinda freaky, but it will all be in place in a few days and the new beginning will start. No longer in the same vicinity as Rob, perfect!! He is no longer a stones throw away which is perfect. I wanted to leave this place the minute I stopped loving him, the minute I realised what he was in my life, a waste of time. Things have been looking up for the last 8 months or so, and as of tomorrow it will have gotten that much better. I am proud of myself for this next move, literally. Im doing it all by myself. Sure it makes it a bit more stressful but as I mentioned earlier, all worth it in the end! Rob has been deleted - Part II starts tomorrow...
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