Well the weekend has arrived. Luckily I have minimal plans, so far...Im busy tonight which will hopefully lead to my Saturday and Sunday being free. The weekend will be devoted to a "cleanse" of sorts. Im going to sort out things I dont want to take with me to my new apt. Most of the things are things that either Rob and I had together, purchased together or things that Rob left behind. Now most of his shit is gone, was either burned, trashed or sold. There is still the odd thing. I bought him a guitar years back. He never touched. Rob was one with little ambition if it didnt involve anonymous sex with strangers. That is the only thing he was consistent with. So asking or wanting other things, was a waste of time, money and energy. We bought a Xmas tree years back and that too hasnt seen the light of day since I broke up with him, so why drag along that memory? Pointless and there is no need. As well, Robs parents, a few years back, bought us a dinner set which included a full on dish and serving set. Ive never liked them. Sure it was a full set, but we were 2 people? Im not dragging that with me. The one thing that I purchased that wont find its way to my new abode is a bbq, it is illegal anyways to have them on balconies so again, why put myself in that position. This cleanse will rid my life, my home, completely of Rob. This is the point of my new beginning. In my new "life" I dont want a shred of memory of that trash that wasted 15 years of my life. Ill be sifting through every piece of anything this weekend to abolish that idiot from my space. Chatting with my friend last night, I said, that the main reason I am moving is to have a place, have things, have a life that is completely Rob-free. The last 10-11 months have been fabulous with him gone. And as always wish him a life of misery. Im glad I can move on, move out and carry on living MY life, the way I want to, without constant distraction. This weekend cleanse is more of a ....Weekend "Rob" cleanse -
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April 23, 2010
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