This He Deserves!!

So....as I went through this day I found out some "good news" in a "bad way"?
Lets see, my ex apparently suffered a loss this past holiday. Am I saddened - not in the least. Do I feel sympathy to who was left behind, yea, immediate, only - not indirectly. Did I feel a load of pleasure to hear that Rob may have had another crappy Easter - Absolutely!! In fact it made my day.
Having woken up tired this morning, and trying to figure things out, I was a bit hyper in a responsible way. Hearing the news i did today, made my day. It made me smile thinking, "Yes - tragedy for him". I know Robs fairly close to most of his family. So to hear this, knowing he would be shattered, is the icing on the cake for me today. I know that makes me sound like an out right cunt. At this stage, I have chalked my time with Rob as a bad experience. Over all it was - with the lying etc, it was sour long before I really knew, but regardless. In the end, when it was all said and done, I was hurt like never before. These feelings I expressed to him. He knows he hurt me. No matter what, Rob could never say anything remotely close to this. He was in the wrong during our time together. It was his actions that prompted me to get rid of him. The hurt slowly goes away. I wont forgive and definitely wont forget. So back to the issue mentioned above...Knowing Rob is hurt, in any way, shape or form, brings on immense pleasure. The shoe is on the other foot in a way. His feelings of pain is something he needs to feel. To feel hurt. Would be best if he could experience that and pain. Just so he knows what he did to someone not deserving. I'm glad he is going through some emotional drama - This he deserves.
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