April 13, 2010

New Beginning - PHASE II

Well well - another step forward.
Since throwing Rob out of my home, my home isn't the same. Not for the fact that Rob isn't here, because, I have new found freedom and sense of "Franco" since he has been gone. Its silly memories that linger, that are part of Regal Rd. There are certain things still, in here, that remind me of that idiot. I'm sure if I left tomorrow, there will still be little things here and there..BUT - I have found a new place. Sure it is a bit more expensive. It is in the downtown core. I will be able to walk to work, so that will save some cash, that can go into my rental increase. Apart form other things, I think paying a bit more, for a bit more is worth it. As well, I am working on other ways of saving. Let me back track. When I moved into Regal Rd, Rob was obviously always with me, though in other apts, he would spends days there, it was never "our" place. When i moved into Regal Rd, I started in a bachelor pad, still, only my name on the lease. When I upgraded to a 1 bdrm with a balcony, a new lease was signed, and Rob added his name. I was a little shocked at that, but then the years together, and his always being here, made sense that he was on the lease. So in essence, basically living together. Though he had no or minimal to do in the apt itself, he did pay half. Again, although he has been out just about a year or so, theres still alto of "Rob" in here. So...finding this new place. A place totally on my own, is thrilling. A place to truly call my own. No hint of Rob. 100% Franco, in every way. Again I am excited, nervous and all of the above, just thinking about it. This is another step in me being on my own, completely. I have a few more hurdles to over come. I'm slowly getting my life, all to myself, like i want(ed) it. A few new friends whom I cherish a new home..Ive travelled without Rob and its enjoyable. So I have done lots on my own in the 10-12 months on my own. I pat myself on the back again! I'm doing good, friends are thrilled for me, have already offered help. A new beginning indeed - I will keep you posted on -
PHASE II
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