Rob's Sick!!

Well Spring is here and spring brings on new beginnings, which is exactly what this blog is about. I keep joking to friends that this is "mating" season, the start of new things, in many different ways. My life has changed in the last couple of months and for the most part, for the good. Of course being a single man, living alone in the big city sometimes brings moments of "blah", not in a negative way, more of whats to come, thinking and wanting. I dont really think I want all that much. A simple easy life with good people. Since ridding my life of Rob, its pretty much fallen in that direction, thankfully. I am gonna figure out when I actually threw that slime ball(Rob) out of my life and celebrate my 1 year anniversary of being alone. Alone in a good way. As I mentioned before in earlier posts, no more drama in my life. I want to celebrate my new beginning. I want to go out and show the world that I did do it, I was able and I had no need for Rob in my life. I hate that it took me as long as it did, again, years wasted. But furthermore, its more wasteful on Robs end as he got the short end of the stick. Befriending such trash as himself, is nothing to be proud of and he shouldnt be. I was thinking the other day as it seems to be getting nicer outdoors, how I would love to see Rob, not cuz I miss him at all, but to call him a "disgusting faggot" that he is to his face. I wonder if he wonders how I am today, in regards to him. If I would Be in the same room as him, cuz thats not how it is. Every time I smile and laugh I want him to hate his life more, thats what I think of. How I hope that, that cough he had when we broke up has sweltered into a full on smokers cough with no fixing. How I hope his health deteriorates as he was always older than his actual age. In the way he acted and lived, so health should follow next. How he had no balls to do anything manly in life over all. His misconception of twisted happiness had made him crash. Yea I am bitter and twisted about the whole situation but not sad about it to say the least. I love the fact that there is only one thing I hate in life and that is Rob. Everything else is all sunshine and roses. My friendships, new and old, living, working, being independent. Im glad Ive learned to travel alone when I need to. Having Rob on holiday with my cramped my style, in the sense that, he didnt really want to do anything, hell we didnt even shag on holiday, this is how lame he was, is and more than likely will always be, unless its with one of his tricks. I can see Rob "buying" love, sex, friendships. Thats what a sad creature he is. It goes back to being disgusting as he is. I dont have any fears of being alone, in any way, as Ive said I have good friends and good family. Rob has neither and doesnt deserve it.I know Rob will be an old perv that should be locked up when the day comes. He will play pedophile as thats all he will be able to get, throwing a few dollars in little boys direction. He used to talk about brothers getting it on, twins, thats sick, it shows how mental his thought are. Theres a difference between erotic and sick, Rob's sick - nuff said - too be cont'd, as always

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