"Just pathetic"...she said.

The other day, while on a break with a friend, she mentioned Robs name to which I made a sour face. She apologised and I told her there was no need...regardless that started a chat about "my past" with Rob. She had asked me a few questions, to which I really had no problem answering. I went on to tell her how Rob had called the cops a few weeks back once he realised this blog was live and constantly updated, as well as for sending him a text when I found him naked and jerkin off in front of the world on Cam4 etc. I told her Rob wold deny that, til the cows came home, but sneaky little me, has a screen cap ha ha, so deny deny deny..wont work this time ha ha, I told her...It was funny as I recounted some of the tails that are detailed her on the blog. She questioned Robs behaviour to which I answered to the best of my knowledge. I told her if she wanted to read the gory details to check out the blog. I never intended this blog to go "public" within my circle of friends, but it has been discovered by a few. In the end of our conversation, my friend uttered, "he's just pathetic." - That was just it.
The best part of the fact that she ended that chat on that, or with that comment was, that every single word I uttered, and each question I answered was 100% true. No embellishment, no dramatic twist to the stories, but all truth. I have absolutely no reason to lie about any situation. I told truths about myself as well as our past. So its kind of nice to know that it wasn't me, that its not me. That the truth, regardless of how dark or twisted it may seem, is what it is and was.
I guess these are sides of Robs personality or character that no one ever knew of...
Its not just me who thinks he is pathetic. I wonder if his shrink thinks hes as sad as he really is, if he has discovered that? As Ive said before, more than likely, if history has repeated itself again, hes not speaking the truth. But at this point in MY life, its not important. I told my friend, as Ive mentioned here, numerous times, that once I got confirmation from Robs mouth about infidelities, how he tried even in the end to dance around the subject, it was easy to get over him.
When I told my gal pal what Rob would say in certain situations, she would say "he is a real sad man" - again truth prevails. I never denied anything I did during our past, its not as if I sugar coat it to make myself look any better, than anyone else. That is something I never do. I never feel above anyone or any better than anyone. Granted, after this tragic drama, and again as Ive said before, the one person I know I am better than, is Rob. I joke with friends about certain things, but never that I am any better or above anyone. These days I can scream it from the top of my lungs, that I am better than, one Robert S.
For this, I am proud to be the person that I am. Am I better after this drama...nope, Ive always been better, deserved better, again, it just took too long to realise that. I'm glad some people see Robs true colors, the facade is over.
The real Rob was best left unfounded but due to stupidity that's not what happened.
Again a better friend he will never find. I saw a CD of Barbra Streisand the other day in Starbucks, naturally I thought of him...I wondered would he find another fool to spend $500 to go with him...probably not, or he would have to buy them a ticket to go as no one would. I hope he looses out on these events in his future, if only to make him realise how, lonely he really is, what "real" friends he has.
But knowing Rob, he would probably pay for whomever, more than likely a rent boy, so he can get more bang for his buck - no pun intended...well maybe.