Flushed down...

Well well so now we have approached the eve of Robs 41st sad year - While at work the other day, some mentioned the upcoming tragedies of Robs bday. My comment back was, "theres nothing to celebrate at the fact that hes lived this long" - To which one friend said, "you don't mean that" - "I do", was my response. I don't think people realise the hatred I have for him. Ive never had this hatred for anyone else, well one other person, but they re dead now. I don't dwell on it as hes not worth my time, but when hes mentioned, I say awful, vile things all of which I mean. Rob to me is not a human being, Ive said all this before. Only bad news from his life is a good thing to me. Friends who took him out to dinner, I told them to make sure they don't catch anything from him, to make sure they "sanitize" - I was told to "play nice" lol. I do, not when it comes to Rob. I hope tomorrow he reflects on his stupidity. I hope he has a miserable day and it drags on, about thoughts of what a real loser he is. Theres a song called "Sad" - lyrics below -

Sorry about your life
Sorry about your face
I didn't break your heart
Or tamper with your brakes
You were headed for a spin
So you tried to drag me in
Maybe you had a difficult life
Maybe you're just the faithless kind

Well I got my revenge
My name in neon lights
You got what you deserved
Your sad and miserable life

Sad sad sad sad sad sad
And worse than that you think you're so bad
I could beat ya
I could teach ya
I'm not coming down to meet ya
You're so sad

Which are fitting to Robs life...Sad. My life has carried on, moved forward, made change and all of which I'm thrilled about. Life has new meaning now, living is happening more than the last decade of my life. Doing this is easier not having to put up with his lack of living or loving for that matter.
Tonight I will be stepping out, sure I will drink a glass to him, the fact that he is out of my life for good, is reason enough to cheers to, with real friends.
The holidays are coming up and this to will be a happier holiday being with the people I love and who truly and genuinely love me back. Gifts mean nothing to me, thoughts are what count, real people count. The only gift for Rob this year, from me, was flushed down the toilet about 20 minutes back, its what he deserves, its what he will get...
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