As much as I don't care about anything in regards to Rob...the odd thing, or thought does cross my mind. I'm curious as to what he tells people in regards to being "single". You know how the conversation goes, after any split, of any kind for that matter, between lovers, friends even family for that matter. Does he tell the truth about being single again? Does he tell that his cheating and lying is what led him to be single, to lose his, one time, best friend? I doubt he could tell the truth. It's not that, "it didn't work out", its not, "we grew apart" - its, "I lied and cheated on my ex boyfriend/friend" - that is what he has to say, to be truthful at least. He couldn't possibly admit this to anyone, he could hardly admit it to me without massive hesitation. I had to force the truth from him. After knowing him 16+ years, I still had to force the truth out of him, so I doubt any of his current "friendships/relationships" are of a truthful nature. I speak the truth loud and clear, with no hesitation, no embarrassment, no denial of my past, in way, shape or form for that matter, any situation is open for discussion. I don't clam up, I don't deny anything about my past with Rob, before and after Rob. That's what makes the difference between Mr Sanita and Mr Marcantonio. He should count his blessings, get on his knobby knees and thank god he had someone like me in his life. He will never have anyone like me, he doesnt deserve anyone like me...I'm not all that and abag a chips, I'm far from it BUT, Rob will never be able to have what we had with anyone. Primarily cuz he was able to get away with allot of bullshit, behind my back that is. Hopefully no other faggot will be as dumb as me to overlook, let slide by, what he has done in the past and will more than likely continue for the rest of his days. As Ive said a million times, since I closed the door on him, he deserves a life of misery. I would say that I wanted him dead, and as much as I do...I think a loooong life of misery, mental torture, head games, filthy diseases, family trauma, desperate loneliness is more appropriate! His head games with me went on for years, he knows it, he;s not that dumb, I was. He never showed an ounce of guilt for what he did, he regrettd it only when caught but before that, he lived life with as if nothing had ever happened. That is the defintion of a "horrible, irresponsible, disguting human being" - That is one, Robert Sanita!
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