Jonathon, A Breath Of Fresh Air, Rob Is Stale Air....

Wow...the weekend I just experienced was one like never before. Meeting up with Jonathon again, Sunday night and into Monday morning. Was such a romantic and exciting time, erotic to the extreme. Being with someone like him is awesome, brings happiness to another level. He is sweet, sexy and great to snuggle up to, on the sofa, or in my bed. Playing with him is much different than it was with Rob - as they do have a few things in common that way(physically). Theres a freedom with Jonathon, theres a thrill with Jonathon, that was never there with Rob. Im not gonna sit here and say Rob and I didnt have a few fun "escapades" but there were limits in the bedroom, Mainly Robs hang ups...With Jonathon, there is none of that. We spoke ab out dating one another, something that terrifies me as I dont want to relive the bullshit that Rob put me through. A few differences between the 2. Rob would never admit to being a slag, not that Jonathon is, but his past is what it is and theres no jumpin around it. No beating around the bush like Rob would do. At the same time, talking about monogamy...Now Rob in theory may think he was a monogamous lover - NOT!!!! Pretty much from the beginning. This I was telling to Jonathon, and that I was a fool for putting up with it. He went on to tell me that his relationship of 8 years, his first one, ended when his then partner cheated on him. Seems we have that in common. He likes to dedicate himself to the one guy which is nice to hear. I do miss him when he isnt around, where as for Rob, I couldnt wait for him to get lost. I know tonight Ill miss cuddling up with him tonight, snugglin in bed alone tonight will be different. For the first time since dumping Rob's slutty ass out the door, I feel like, this one I want to get to know. Its not just sex between Jonathon and I, we talk, there are decent conversations, tales of the past, both good and bad. Today as we lay in bed and talkin about our pets, he mentioned one of his pets that passed on earlier this year, and he got a tear in his eye...he looked so sweet as he looked at me, telling the tale. Jonathon isnt some wimpy, depressed whore fag, like Rob is - A complete turn around from that actually. I told Jonathon last night how I cant wait to see him again, to which he said the same. Him asking to bring my lips closer to his as we sat on a patio last night was such a sexy thing, a sexy moment. Waking up next to him is awesome. Rob would lay there like a corpse or roll over to ignore me, to sleep more or whatever it was...Jonathon, opens his eyes, kisses me, and lays there with me, makes me feel special. As he left this afternoon, we went to the door to grab his shoes...he sat on the floor putting his shoes on, I joined him on the floor and we sat there like 2 school kids enjoying one anothers company, giggling and what not. Im not in love with anyone at the moment, but am definitely interested in getting to know Jonathon, spending more time with him...This is totally different than when I met Rob, this is more exciting, more sensual and more stimulating. I could potentially not see Jonathon again, and the 2 nights weve spent together so far were more fun that I had with Rob, the last 10 years together. Jonathon is a breath of fresh air, Rob is stale air....
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