The other night, late at night I got a call from Jonathon. Seemed he finally had a kick ass day at work, it was nice to hear him all thrilled after work. I remember with Rob, his miserable rants about work, daily! - I recall summers especially with him were rough. Hours after we got home, Rob would go on about work. Im the type of guy that usually, after Ive clocked out, Ive left work at work. My time is precious to me, too precious to waste mulling about work once Im done for the day. Weekends as Ive mentioned were lame with Rob, living in general was wasted time I realize now. Jonathon, still being new in my life, has brought on feelings that I dont like, and dont want to feel just yet. During our conversation the other night, I finally expressed my feelings towards him. It was ballsy of me to do so, and thank you mr liquid courage. Tomorrow Jonathon and I will be gettin together for a movie night. Some grub, drink and a flick. A relaxed evening with great company which is more that I would say about Rob. I hated every night with him, especially the last few years...no excitement, nothing to look forward to, nothing to fantasize about, no adventures - nothing. If it wasnt for my love of travel, no fun would be had. The only time we had a half decent time together, again especially near the end, was when we were on holiday together. Even then at times he was lame. I remember him getting pissy with me in Africa when I kept on drinkin with fellow travelers into the night, he was a stick in the mud at the best of times, but I was in Africa! I find with Jonathon so far that Im excited again. I want to know him so well, understand him. Finding out how someone functions is a thrill and gives me that funny feeling. I stopped off and bought a few things for him, for our movie night, I like doing that...I miss that feeling of wanting to do something like that. I dont expect much from Jonathon, except good friendship and going from there. We have discussed that if this goes anywhere, it will be at a very slow pace. Im not lookin for a new lover or partner, should it happen, then so be it, I will let the chips fall where they may. I have great friends these days, one in particular who is, or started as my "mentor" and for him Im grateful. Bringing Jonathon into my life is also a blessing that I thank Krishna for. Im going to ride this wave of fun and hope a good time is continued to be had....
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August 11, 2010
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