My Resolution for 2010...

So a week of partying and being busy has me run down, but luckily I am off on holidays day after tomorrow for some real rest, sun, sand and more fun!
This will be the first holiday of the year, and the first one where I wont have to have thoughts of, "whats going on back home" like I did with my last holiday, which was in London, last year.
There were obvious signs of "funny business" during my last holiday which had me going, "hmmmm" - like Rob wondering why the porn channel wasn't working? The washing of the bedsheets "only"....The switching of mobile providers? The changing of mobile providers was due to Rob spending or using over 2000 minutes, not 200 - 2000 minutes. This was on sex chat lines well into the wee hours of the night/morning. These are thoughts I no longer have which is refreshing. Coming home will be nice as I will return to a stable home with no drama to be found out at any time.
The new year so far has been good, 8 days in. Normally by this time last year there was some drama, especially if I was living as I am now.
The other night I met my bus buddy completely by accident on the ride home. I was asked to go for a drink..the spontaneity of if it all was more exciting and I opted to go, we had a few drinks, swapped numbers and looks like we are gonna try to build a friendship. I said we would go down to the village sometime together, being new to the city and all. These little changes are what make life a bit more fun these days. I made some comment over drinks about Rob, I don't think anything too negative, but with negative connotations. I was told, you'll get over. I said, "I'm over it, I'm over him" that's not to say Ive forgiven or forgotten. I don't think I ever will and could care less whether I do or don't for that matter. Still if I find a photo or see anything related to him I cringe in disgust. I can tell stories of years gone by with more ease. Recounting tales of past holidays or events, that I unfortunately experience with Rob have now become,
"When I was in Africa"
"When I went to London"
"When I went to The Mayan"
Rob has been erased from those memories, with pleasure. They were MY experiences only. I was asked the other day by a gal pal, if I had heard from Rob. I think Robis well aware that any contact with me would be his dumbest move and hes pulled a few, but this is one, I can guarantee my life, he will not make. Ive not forgotten, I have not fogiven and I never will. I just think of how horribly he treated me, and this is not to say in a physical or verbal way. With Rob it was his actions that carried on for way too many years. I still believe and know, he is a horrible human being. That puts a smile on my face because he is and Im not. He is the trash I met years ago, still, at his pathetic age of 41. Being 41 and a loser as himself is a sad situation. I am 39, made some changes and am happier today than Ive been in a long time. As always, I wish him drama and a tragic year ahead. I will go away with fun thoughts, fun people and a good attitude. I hope he falls into his annual winter depression and never gets out of it..Im almost worried at how much fun I will now have this year, its a good thing. Ill be chanting that Rob fails miserably at life in general for this year and every year, every day until he is no longer around.
My resolution for 2010...