Misery On His End Would Be The Best!

Wow I haven't been away this long since the beginning of this blog and no, it ain't over yet -
The last few weeks have been filled with highs and lows(not in a bad way, but a fun way), stepping out with good friends ending summer in the manner I had hoped for when 2010 started. I'm still in cahoots with Jonathon, we always have a good time together. Stopping by the other day with his dogs, was an awesome experience. Ive been behaving or living at a much younger age range than I really am, but if I have to say, its been fun. Sure it has me run down after a while, but days like today I can rest and recoup. Sometimes the fun gets out of hand, but you know, its been years since Ive been able to let me hair down without worry. As Ive mentioned before, Rob was(at least acted) like he was on the straight and narrow, only to find out, after years of speculation, the Rob was in fact the worst person I had ever been involved with. Even Jonathon, in the short period I have known him, is a more honest, forth coming person than Rob was/is. If I ask Jonathon a question, a personal question at that, I am given an honest answer. Regardless if my feeling would get hurt or not, I appreciate the honesty. I told Jonathon that the one thing I have to have in order to keep any type of relationship, whether it be a friendship or relationship, is honesty, 100%. Rob didn't give me that for years. The lies and deceit went on for years and fool that I was, stuck around. That's all a thing of the past. A co worker the other day was reminiscing about a line I use when I'm hungry. She said, "when we would be in the car with Rob..." - I said, those days have been erased from my memory. Asked by another friend if I think of him or miss him. Not at all. What is there to miss really. What good was he in my life the last little while, the longest while? Having to live a life of mistrust and jealousy? That's nothing to be missed. Although I have told Jonathon, I don't want a relationship, not now, I'm not ready, its nice to have met someone like Jonathon, someone to hang with, go for drinks and play around with the pups, is more than enough right now. We are growing tight which is nice. A friendship based on liking the person for the person. Its the same with my fab friend Tim and his current love interest, Dave. Hanging out and being "Franco" is an awesome time. As summer draws to a close I wonder what my social life will be like. I have no issues being an introvert in the colder weather, that and the fact that Ive spent so much cash this summer on nights out. People like Jonathon, or my other friend Patrick who live in the hood or close by is a good feeling. I will continue to hang out with them and get to know them. Enjoy my time with them, good company and a good laugh. I know nothing of Rob over the last few months and with this, I'm cool. Its how I want it. I have honestly been a bit tempted to ask common friends, if they've heard from him. Not because I miss him cuz that is so not the case, but to ensure my life has changed for the better, that my life got better since kicking him out of my life. Misery on his end would the best to hear....
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